AM MESSED UPPPPP big time.........?

ah.well at the moment its almost midnight BUT i cant sleep..........c em i have a male close friend ya.he likes galssssss cul..but it seems he never actually tells me stuff he beats about the bush then i hear it from some1 else .then i ask him be4 he does this pathetic explanation giving thing.................(2)I KNOW A GUY WHO LIKES ME BUT HE AINT TELLING ME AND AM GETTING PISSED BECOS ,he beats about the bush + i think he is sort of boring.well i askd him if he liked me and he said .he cant tell ryht now dat suckssssssss......BOYS SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK BIG TIME........AM TIRED i dont even fel like dating any more...........+ if a guy says he likes me i get uncomfortable........... scared................messedup..........… PLSSSSSSSS JUST TELL ME SOMETHING ANYTHING ENCOURAGING...........................I WULD LIKE TO HAVE A FREND 2 CHAT WITH wen in this state............am SADDDDDDDDDDDD+DISTRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD…